The Sleeping Panda

Don't ask me why i wrote this -.-lll

2010-09-24T22:20:00.003+08:00

A soft and tender sound of an oldies blue,

Rise into the starry nights of Istanbul;

For magical love stories starts at here,

Just as I love the song, In Your Atmosphere.

Silently reading the green colored dairy book,

Just as I saw the smiley crooks;

Tears fall like a pouring rain,

With my heart squeezed in excruciating pain.

The times we share the laughter’s,

It’s now just an old dusty picture;

Though I have read all of our letters,

Still, it won’t bring us back together.

They say an apple a day,

Drives the doctors away;

Well I said a message a day,

Makes me crazy all the way.

Paused, Stop, Don’t interfere,

I was thinking for a solution here;

Well, it’s time to face the truth,

For reality is always being cruel.

I was longing for your hands just like before,

As we used to beach-walking the shore;

Though fate din brings us together,

You are in my heart, always and forever.

Just for a special someone :D

姜太公钓鱼，愚者上钩

2010-03-23T18:46:00.003+08:00

今天真的很累，一考完试我就在学院的食堂睡着了。
不知怎么，我到了池塘边，看见了一位老伯伯。
我的直觉告诉我，这位老伯伯好像很熟悉。

到了这位老伯伯的面前，他拿起钓竿与钓钩，就直接抛进池塘。
我很傻眼的看着老伯伯。他却似乎看穿我的心里在想什么的说：“鱼会上钩的。”
在这当儿，我突然间觉得这位老伯伯好像很神酱，就打算想问他最近一直烦扰着我的问题
就在我想问他的当儿，他又很爽快地对我说：“年轻人，有事就问吧！”
（这位老伯伯难道是神仙？他又知道我要问他？o.O)

我开口准备要问他时，他止住了我。眼看，他的钓竿有微微的晃动。
老伯伯不费九牛二虎之力就把鱼钓上来了！真神咯！
过了不久，他又把鱼放生了，然后转过头来问我：“你现在明白了吗？”

我一脸疑惑的眼神望着他。老伯伯哈哈大笑，我却像个傻子般的望着他。
这时，那讨人厌的黄启斌摇醒了我。-.-lll
我还没明白老伯伯告诉我的意思啊 T.T

其实我想问的问题是什么呢？是什么让我如此烦扰呢？
我的问题很简单，“什么是真正的我爱你呢？”

这使我想起上个星期在报章上看到的一篇文章
文章的内容大概如下：

”每次看到抱着孩子的妈妈，就觉得上天造物太神奇了。
母亲爱孩子是天性。如果母子们很穷，妈妈有了食物都会先让给孩子吃，然后告诉孩子说自己不饿，还很饱。
母亲总是让孩子自由的跑，但是如果孩子一有事情，她就会铺天盖地而来。
母亲也知道，总有一天孩子会离开他，也知道自己可能会离开孩子，但她总是让孩子往前走。
这就是爱。"

这位作者是位讲师，在课堂上他也说到：“什么是爱”

有的学生说，爱是最难放手的；也有的学生说，爱是很不容易的
是啊，他们说得没错，爱情里有太多的（占有），太多的（必须)
他说，太多的占有和必须造成了今天我们所熟悉的一句“爱情是痛苦的”
他还说，所有的大师说：“爱就应该让他和她自由啊！" ,我们也是否该问问自己：我们真的在爱对方吗？还是我们从始至终都在占有对方呢？

他还附加，如果我们的爱情可以像母亲爱孩子一样，爱他或她就让对方完完全全的做回自己，是不是对双方都还好些呢？

写到这儿，我突然明白了老伯伯要告诉我的答案，放生就等于在给鱼自由，让它快快乐乐的活在池塘。

至于这篇文章，不是要给我看的，是要给某些人看的。希望某某人会明白其中的道理吧。

（ps:我现在才想起，可能我看到的老伯伯就是姜太公！o.O）

Freaky Sat -.-lll

2009-06-14T16:43:00.001+08:00

Oh Wow!
So fast! Tow weeks has past....
Anyway, SHIT!!!!

I didn't washed my clothes,
I didn't mopped the floor,
I didn't washed all the dishes,
The only thing i do in this 2 weeks time is "laptop"

Mama's going to kill me.......

The whole day I'm cleaning my house......
Holyshit!
Damn it man!!!
I'm damn tired after a hard days work.....
Its killing me....
now i wonder y mom tell me to do this everyday,
coz she'll have more time to relax.....

In the night............
I supposed 1 am is at the night?
Haiz....
anyway i watch drama's with my cousin.....
Walau!!!
their eyes look like panda man!
They told me they watch until 3 am.....
Crazy.......

I returned back home at almost 3 15am.... wow.... damn scary man..... imagine walk alone in the dark.....Oh no....... someone's behind me........................

Bah!
Wow......Scared me....is my cousin. He told me that his dad is gonna sent me home.....Wow....that's cool! Thank God.......

Is almost 4 when i reach home.....Bloody hell, the house is full of darkness because i didn't turn on the lights at outside.....when i sit on the table, i straight away go start on my laptop......Hehe....happy hour........Ish!!! Dun think about yellow things.......I go to facebook and play on those application games......Hours and hours past away......The image in front of me gone blurrer and blurrer........zzzZZZZ

PHON!!!! PHON!!!!
Who the hell was making that noise? Then i suddenly heard a voice......"祯! 妈咪回来啦!"
HOLYSHIT!!!!! now is almost 10am and mom's retuned!
gosh!.......I still haven't brush my teeth yet.......omg.........Y mom returned so quikly?(Why the hell u play games late in the midnight?)

-.-lll